+1
The way you went about pinging the staff team the first time was wrong. But you learned from it and all you want to do is help the server. Your help in the last event was honorable and I think you deserve praise for it. I think if the people just talked to you instead of taking what you said in text on the discord channel in a bad way, they'd find out you're a genuine person. You definitely have a bit to learn being a staff member but I think you'd be a good fit.