Sanzu Gikai Posted January 13 Share Posted January 13 Yeah, its about time i leave. This community is one of the most heartwarming groups of people i have ever met, the server had came to a grinding halt just because I was quitting, and it does so for anyone, it really shows that they dont value everyone but they value every single individual for who they are, Multiple staff had pulled me away to ask and give me support just in a private sense, the staff, members, and server as a whole became my safehaven from an abusive family honestly, but i believe its my time to actually face the real world for once. I know this giant ass paragraph is 'cringe' but I'd prefer being cringe and honest then just never giving anyone a flat answer. Im leaving for a few reasons, a huge one is my mental and physical health, long story short around the begining of covid, something had happened that led me down years of dark paths and painful experiences, and it was sorta like a cycle, My mental health was rapidly degrading and quitting gmod is a massive bout of time I can invest into myself to help myself, my physical health is I was born with heart defects that shorten my lifespan, Im not saying im gonna die at 20 but Im never making it to 60, so i wanna live my life to the fullest extent! My second reason isnt as important, but I just sorta, suck at video games, like, all of them. I was never a good builder or any good at PVP, I wasnt good at planning or anything of the sorts, Even in other games, I suck at FPS, Survival, and even story games The server as a whole, the community, and everyone becomes so supportive of this desicion, and I wouldnt mind hopping on other games when I have free time with you guys, But for know, I'll see you all later [ps dont anyone else quit, i saw that post lux ima miss u] 4 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AV Madi Raven Posted January 13 Share Posted January 13 I lost family and friends these past few years while staffing/playing on the server, it really does take its toll man, wishing you the best in life and hoping you achieve all your goals. Dont be afraid to say hello. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
luxeray Posted January 13 Share Posted January 13 3 hours ago, Sanzu Gikai said: [ps dont anyone else quit, i saw that post lux ima miss u] ❤️ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Just Monika Posted January 13 Share Posted January 13 Hey can you fuckers stop quitting when I can barely send messages what the fuck? Regardless, focus on yourself mate. Your own health is the most important thing above all else. Use this time to be the best that you can be. Thank you for the fun conversations everytime you were around you gambling addict ❤️ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Slippery Gooch Posted January 13 Share Posted January 13 9 hours ago, Sanzu Gikai said: I was never a good builder or any good at PVP, I wasnt good at planning or anything of the sorts, Even in other games, I suck at FPS, Survival, and even story games There will always be people/players who are much better than you and there will always be noobs who hardly understand what they are doing on a video game. Don't have this self doubt bro this can reflect to other parts of life. Your skill level and experience in anything can change with work and dedication! Don't think that you cant improve yourself even if its for a silly video game! ❤️ Lets play a game together in the future! I'm here for a conversation too if you ever want Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Enzo Posted January 14 Share Posted January 14 10 hours ago, Sanzu Gikai said: My second reason isnt as important, but I just sorta, suck at video games, like, all of them. I was never a good builder or any good at PVP, I wasnt good at planning or anything of the sorts, Even in other games, I suck at FPS, Survival, and even story games No problem with being a noob / trash within those genre of games. But most importantly tho, as long you're having fun, that's all that matters. Don't give a bloody fk what other people think. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TimHopgood Posted January 22 Share Posted January 22 Why am I just now seeing this? I’ll miss you Sandy. You have the Tim Hopgood stamp of approval Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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